Forgetting
I think, in part, I have voluntarily forgotten my teenage years.
Being reminded of it somehow brings a cutting pain I cannot put words to.
The grief associated with it is too sharp and too lasting.
Honestly, I am very sorry.
Sorry to the people I've hurt once, twice, or continuously.
Think I was too confused and had an uncontrollable angst that I myself didn't understand.
Over the years I learnt to control this angst, hoping that it will wither away.
I feel that it is disappearing, somewhat into my past but the tragedy in it is that it brings my memories with it.
I want to apologise, I want to say sorry, but honestly I cannot remember.
Being reminded of it somehow brings a cutting pain I cannot put words to.
The grief associated with it is too sharp and too lasting.
Honestly, I am very sorry.
Sorry to the people I've hurt once, twice, or continuously.
Think I was too confused and had an uncontrollable angst that I myself didn't understand.
Over the years I learnt to control this angst, hoping that it will wither away.
I feel that it is disappearing, somewhat into my past but the tragedy in it is that it brings my memories with it.
I want to apologise, I want to say sorry, but honestly I cannot remember.
posted by J.W. at 11:17 pm
2 Comments:
it`s kevin long time no see
Hi~ it is me again Kevin I have seem your email didn`t online for a while
just want to ask you are you change it and how is the life in Singapore and school I hear that you are study in psychology from Sharon
sorry I don`t know can type the chinese on this website or not so if got some wrong you can`t understand I apology
anyway my email didn`t change still is bluespace_5@hotmail.com
and you can email me or we can talk to the msn ok
wish you have a good day
PS:my chinese name is 蔡丰穎
TSAI FENG YING maybe you are forgot me
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